.`Saturday, November 29, 2008. Y
Kawaiiness Love.♥
I am getting very pissed! Ok, i dun want to pick a fight so pls DO NOT post any rude posts about being unhappy with me. I just feel like this whole thing is tiring us and exhausting us. It is jus a small issue,is there a need to make it known to the world ? After dat, ppl who found out n realise will keep askin me questions and telling me to help solve the prob. ( no offence)Imagine how i felt? Like they expect if i step in, everything will be solved. Hullo? Rmb, i m not the one involved. If i step in, i guess matters will be more complicated nia. I dunno how to answer them and i m tired of answering them. U r involved in being the "leads" of the comflict and suddenly i m the "spokesman"? i dun understand. Jus cos of a friend, supposed friens turn against each other? Treat each other harshly? Become like another person? If this e way u treat such a minor thing, gd luck to u in future.
These are my heartfelt feelings and after this post, i m washing my hands off this matter and ppl who wants me to help solve, away u go.
To sinjoo: I hope u seriously can hv a talk wif Hiangngee and clear up all the misunderstandings. Draggin it longer will only lead to more probs arising. I m sure u do not want to see more stuff arising and somehow or another, hurt ur feelings rite?
To hiangngee: I noe after readin this, u might turn against me too.
But i seriously tink even if u hate sinjoo so much, u should not use this type of attitude to treat a person.
U can hate her and jus ignore her and sever ties wif her.
But is there a need to be so harsh and keep callin her something so offensive tat will hurt her? Do you like it if one day a fren hates u and she treats u in this manner? Put urself in her shoes.
U sound really scary u noe, not the hn i noe for 3 yrs. It seems like the holiday changed u or maybe i was wrong bout u all this while.
In My Own Little World,
6:43 AM
.`Thursday, November 27, 2008. Y
Kawaiiness Love.♥
Kinda feeling sad now. The four of us seem to be comin apart.Well, although i m nt involved in the conflict mostly, but it jus saddens me to see three of my very best pals now arguin and i standin by one side, feelin helpless. I feel sad seeing you guys arguin. I never knew tat our friendship is so fragile. Touch it and it will break. I know no matter whose side i stand on, i will hurt someone and i dun wish to. i Dunno wad i can do to salvage the situation . Haiz. It will be saddenng for me if next yr when i go back to school, the three of you ignore each other and me ya, feelin lost. I miss the great times we spent together and i noe judgin frm the situation now, i guess wanting us to be friends again should be my wishful tinking. I feel like isolatin frm all of u. It is tirin u noe. Very tiring. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In My Own Little World,
4:25 AM
.`Saturday, November 22, 2008. Y
Kawaiiness Love.♥
Haha, i finaly changed blogskin. This new blogskin looks cute rite? Haha,a bit pinkish but no, i am not a fan of pink. Holidays finally started and now i cant wait for trips to chalet and bangkok!! Well, the only thing i dun really like is tat my nov holi is mostly filled with choir prac which requires me to wake up so early, A bit of difficulty for me. Yea, i gt a new phone. w595! Thanks auntie. Haha.
Sth true tat i am feelin now: I noe she cannot be blamed and i understand. So XX, i m nt blamin u so hope u understand. But why cant we do it together? Each of u jus has to put in half the effort i hv to put in. I cant complain to u guys so as to avoid everything. But u jus asked the two of us to be responsible for doin this portion w/o askin for my opinion beforehand. Den u asked after u two had started already whether i am okay with tat or not? If i say no, wad r u goin to do? Haiz. i feel like i am in this alone and seriously i feel like nt doin anything, Trust me, i will do it, Ps: dun feel offended. I jus feel kinds sad. And to XX, I am seriously not blamin you and i understand ur plight, So pls dun feel offended ok?
In My Own Little World,
5:05 AM
.`Wednesday, November 12, 2008. Y
Kawaiiness Love.♥
Just now went to read 2 blogs and i felt very guilty. It seems like i and xx were the one tat caused the two very close u to become distant. Ya, seems like it when i recall. I AM VERY VERY SORRY TO ONE IN CONCERNED. Gawd,i feel so guilty. Should i tui chu n let u two become best friends again? >.<
_+GUiLtEnVeLopInGMegAwD+_
In My Own Little World,
6:38 AM
.`Thursday, November 06, 2008. Y
Kawaiiness Love.♥
First thing worth celebratin, my chinese o levels has finished. Yippee!! Second, my long extended timetable has ended, Bye bye to those early hours in the mornin and hello to sleepin late.. ZZZ... sounds like i am very lazy but i am not. I just dread goin to school when it is in the HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!! I saw a very old lady with champagne dog hairstyle on mrt one day. It is really thick, long and curly. And no offence, but it is gross... A lot of ppl keep lookin at it. Can u imagine? Well, dun be so bad n laugh at her. I guess she feels tat it suits her and respect it guys.
Sian, muz go back almost everyday durin holi for choir, No offence but i seriously doubt the meanin of holiday. Holiday accordin to the dic means to hv time to rest rite? and wad happens? I seriously dun feel like goin to cca and i dun understand those ppl hu r damn on bout goin for cca when its get very tirin now for me. And syf is next yr, o levels too. I tink with my grades, i better put more effort in grades. So i might wan to..............
i dun wan go cca.
In My Own Little World,
5:20 AM
